It's real love.

It's about eleven thirty five p.m. where I am, approximately 25 minutes until my five year anniversary with Andy. We aren't even married yet. It can only get better! I feel like I'm waiting on Christmas morning to get here! We have planned to go to the arcade and go shopping all day tomorrow! Hopefully I'll take some fun pictures of us! Here's a video of our song.

Andy, I love you with all of my heart. You are my best friend. No matter how old we get, I know I'll always feel this way

Little Fact #1

     I was able to join pinterest today. Oh boy! Just what I needed! Another place to be addicted to. Oh second thought, I'm not that terrible addicted to facebook. If it were ever to shut down one day I would be frustrated! That's how I keep up with all of my out of townies.

     It's funny to think I actually had a good day at work. I would say there were no asshole customers, but that would not be completely true. I guess you could say there were no serious disasters. About seven months ago, I was robbed at gunpoint at my place of employment. I don't wish that experience on anyone. Ever since then I have had one hell of a time adjusting to everyday things. I get intimidated easily. About 2 weeks after the robbery a customer came into the store. He put his hand in his pocket and locked me in a dead stare. He was acting like he was about to pull something out. My blood ran cold and my face was colorless. He pulled his hand out and started laughing at me. Never in my whole life had I ever wanted to physically destroy a human being that badly. I try to forget. I try to forgive. I try to move on. All of this anger and sadness will not leave me. The company I work for paid for four sessions of therapy. I appreciate the help, but four is not enough.

My friend came over. I baked the s'more cookies. Epic deliciousness.

     Sorry if the subjects in my posts are scattered. I write in a sort of stream of consciousness. I'm going to leave an old you tube video at the end of this post. I can't ever watch myself sing on video. I feel like an ass.

Well look at that! #1

         I was driving my fiancé to work when the follow words flew right out of my mouth: "Honey bun, I've been thinking about making my own blog and youtube account. What do you think?" Andy in his oh so encouraging nature replied "Sure! What kind of stuff do you think you'll put on it?" I must admit, that's one hell of a question. This is what I've come up with so far.

         Hello, I am Roslyn, but everyone calls me Roz. I work at a dead end cashier job. At the moment I am twenty six years old. I'm engaged to my best friend. I live in a rundown town in the southern United States of America. I'm originally from Kansas City, but not the state that Dorothy lived in. I always miss it there and I try to visit once a year.
       
        Now let's break it down Sailor Moon profile style :)

Name: Roslyn
Birthday: November 1
Astrological sign: Scorpio
Favorite color: Purple
Hobbies: Makeup, Baking, Reading, Games, and Internet
Favorite food: Asian Cuisine
Least favorite food: Cauliflower and Beans
Favorite subjects: Literature and History
Worst subject: Math
Has trouble with: Anxiety and Stubbornness
Strong points: Work Ethic and Relentlessness
Dream: to be a voice actress and make up artist.
Back up plan: Radiologist
Favorite gemstone: Topaz


I'm not sure why I want to make a blog. I thought it might be fun. I'd like to think I have some interesting things to offer out there in the vast internet land. Today I'm going to post some s'more cookies I'm going to bake. I have a friend coming over and I'm trying to cheer him up. He's been very depressed while trying to find a job. This is the awesome recipe that I plan on using: http://www.instructables.com/id/Delicious-Smore-Cookies/